after tinking for so long, i fianlly made a decision to go back to blog @ www.blogspot.com cuz i feel that its more convenient in every aspects in it.i haf directed my blog there ya.. =]

i count my blessings rather than feeling sorry for myself.
i feel so lucky.
i might go thru hardship now but i noe in times to come im gg haf a gd life ahead.
and thru my life experiences now, i can help ppl in the future who might go thru wat im gg thru now.
my aim in life is not to make ppl pity me but rather to make use of my life experience to make sumting gd of it.

God is fair GOd is love.he will nv gof me obstacles that i cant handle.

my future will b a beta one.

i thank God for letting me experience all this hardship now cuz only thru all this, im able to b a stronger person to face more difficult obstacles that might come my way! ALLELUIA!!

Cant help feeling depressed.one of my small goldfish is dead.seemed like lose everyting lidat.my mood seems so down today.i dunno wats happening to me.kip choosing names for my seocnd baby but stil cant get a suitable name.i jus cant help feeling so depressed.

are u feeling this way too?

i live my life for my love ones for myself.i dun need anyone ELSE to bother.there are bound to b ppl who will look down on u, hate u, love u and so on.but then i feel that i dun haf the need to explain or prove to them by actions.cuz at least i noe my family loves me and they nv demand me to do so.

i suggest all this NTH BETA TO DO ppl to shoo off if u dun even noe wats gg on in my life.and if u jus cudnt stand my blog jus stop reading it.isnt it so simple.y make life so difficult for ppl?

instead of criticising ppl or poking into others affairs y not we reflect on our own life and ourselves.in this way we can noe ourselves beta and improve ourselves.

anyway , sum ppl are jus ridiculous.

 seeing her so happy reali boost my mood too..

ya financially i might haf probs to raise my kids well at the moment but i haf the confidence that in future im able to gif them a comfortable life.

im a living example.i dun haf branded stuffs since young.no bedroom all for myself.no computer till im so old and so on,but i stil love my family especially my parents.raising a child of cuz we need money but to b able to gif a child a happy life is not always on monetary terms.sum parents earn so much and gif everyting to their child but in the end, their children stil being lead astray and they are unhappy w life.so is money reali more impt than happiness in a family?

i feel that i can b a gd mother as well as a gd wife.i noe i can do it.i noe there are sum ppl out there who tink that i cant do it and feel that im adding burden to ppl beside me.well i used to tink that but then THANK GOD for his blessings, i haf such great family who nv fails to gif me their support.i love them!!

as long i haf all the love and support frm them, wat others tink abt me is nutting.

cuz i noe i can DO it!

 i love the gathering we had.we had our gathering at this centrepoint. TEOCHEW CITY resturant.

its been 7 years since i ve seen them.cuz they haf been in New Zealand for these past 7 years.they migrated there.my cousins who were so small and young then haf grown up as teens le.. time pass.. and my uncle and his wife also grown older le w strains of white hair but they look young though. =]

well reali misses them.. they will b leaving sg on 15 jan.wish them BON VOYAGE 

Hi , im back again. has been missing in action for at least a week.well.was busy so didnt haf the time to blog. feeling happy these days.well its already the new year. 2010.and well my resolution is very simple.i jus wish happiness and simplicity in everyting in my life.that is so much impt to me.anyway last but nt least i wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR.

went for my scan on 29 dec 09 and finally find out the gender of my second child.she is a GAL!! a BABY GAl.i prayed hard for my baby nicole to haf a little sis and TA DA.. she reali has a baby sis.

This is frm the scan.

my eldest daughter, nicole. stil my darling as eva. =]

and i wan thank my sec sister for her xmas pressie. featuring the snow man!! edible de ! hahahahaha

well in my next post i will blog abt the gathering w my uncle and his family.. stay tuned =]

i haf fall sick.mus haf eaten sumting filthy so now dun reali haf the strength to blog or tink of any interesting topics to share at the moment.but anyway i had a great xmas.cuz its spent w my love ones.HAPPY BDAE jesus! well since i haf nth to blog i shall post my beloved darling's pic. anyway recently i haf been tinking wat shld i name my next child stil tinking.. well mayb i shld wait till the 29 dec aft my scan after noeing the gender of mychild b4 i choose ba. looking forward... * excited* im gg b a mother of two soon!!!!